had my pretest dis morning...

frustrated...

woke up early in de morning...

did some chores n prepared myself...

den met de agent at Jo's house there

n dis is de 1st time i stepped into de driving center...

took from inside de car... 

showing de toilet...

and me...while waiting... 

I was abandoned at there n was practising alone...

everything was ok when i was practising..

then... i was called because it was my turn for de test...

for dat moment... my legs cant stop shaking...

moving slowly into de car...

checked everything...

and i started to drive...

1st one will be naik bukit...

mati engin for 3 times...

i duno de reasons...

and de pegawai said...

"ah moi.. dun need to do alr.. straight away go to parking there..."

die lo... i failed!

2nd one...

side parking...

passed...

last one will be 3-point-turn...

thought it is de easiest to pass among de three...

everything was ok until i accidentally bang de divider at roadside...

without thinking much... i closed my eyes with my hands...

de pegawai turned around n shouted at me...

"ah moi.. kenapa tutup mata?! macam mana nak pandu kalau tutup mata?!"

i failed again...

I just duno why...

my tears started to flow dat time...

crying nonstop...

he saw me crying...

"kenapa nangis? dun need to scare la... saya ni baik..."

asked me to relax at de pondok beside n he continued with de others...

people around there were looking at me...

xia sui enuf...

driving on road part...

getting better i would say...

after finishing de procedures...

de pegawai commented...

"de way u drive really dangerous... im scared u noe... I will let u pass ur pretest... but ur real test i duno la... give this to ur teacher n practise more... sorry if I make u angry... "

Wookay....

why u sounded like i force u to let me pass la...?!!

i didnt want to cry...

but i did it in front of so many people...

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reached home...

cried again when i see my dad...

dehydrated soon...

real driving test will be on 7th of April...

2 weeks from now...

wondering whether i still rmb how to drive or not...

tired n i hate driving...